Fahima Khatun: "Of course I miss the spotlight in a personal way"

Bangladesh's seasoned all-rounder Fahima Khatun is known as "Teacher" and "Herbal" in the national dressing room.

In an exclusive chat with Cricbuzz, Fahima spoke about her journey, nurturing younger players, and her ambitions beyond cricket.

You've just played your 100th T20I as only the third Bangladeshi woman to do so. How was it?

Representing Bangladesh is always massive. The feelings from 2013 when I started are exactly the same now. Stepping onto the field in the Bangladesh jersey is a completely different kind of feeling.

You debuted against India. How do you look back?

There's been huge change. When we started, we had no separate coaches, bowling coach, or trainer. Now we have everything and train in different ways. My experience has brought many changes within me.

You took Bangladesh's first women's T20I hat-trick. What does that mean?

When I took it in 2019, I got more opportunities after that. Maybe I couldn't make the most of all of them. It feels wonderful to hold that honour. When I leave cricket, my name will always be there in women's cricket.

You mentor Rabeya Khan and Shorna Akter. How does that feel?

We're lucky to have three different types of leg-spinners. I always share my variations with them. The way Rabeya is developing, she's growing day by day. When she started, she said in an interview that I'm her idol—that brings me huge joy.

Who taught you when you were starting out?

No one. There was no spin coach. I used to pick up tips from Rumana Ahmed, but no one specifically guided me. My idol was Shane Warne—I learned mostly by watching.

Your economy rate is 5.82. Did you ever chase wickets at the cost of economy?

Sometimes the team needs a breakthrough, sometimes economy. Creating pressure from one end helps the other bowler take wickets. I may not have huge wicket numbers, but my economy has remained good.

You've been in every T20 World Cup since 2014. How have you stayed relevant?

You need immense dedication. We can't lead a normal life—there are rules from food habits to everything. I watch a lot of cricket and keep learning. When opportunity comes, I give 100 percent.

You've rarely been in the spotlight. Do you miss it?

Of course I miss the spotlight in a personal way. But I use the internet very little. If I take five wickets and the team doesn't win, my personal achievement means nothing. A World Cup is different—you get plenty of opportunities to showcase yourself while contributing to the team.

Have you ever regretted choosing cricket?

No, never. Sometimes it feels difficult because I don't get enough time with family. My parents are getting older. I was studying LLB and completed it with good results. When I see friends becoming lawyers or judges, I feel a little bad. But cricket has given me name, respect, and financial security. I love it dearly.

Do you see coaching as a future career?

I also love writing. I don't know what I'll do—I'm living in the present. Looking at my fitness, I still have a lot to offer. When I leave cricket, I might take up writing. But the urge to teach is strong. Everyone calls me "Teacher"—and also "Herbal" because I'm particular about food habits.

You make sure others follow them too?

Yes. I tell the juniors, "Eat this, you'll get these benefits." They ask me about nutrients in different foods. I really enjoy that.